A Lot Of Sadness...
I'm not going into details here, because I don't feel the need, and anyone that reads this probably doesn't really want to hear it all... besides, too many differing opinions out there, and I DON'T want to hear them...
The only thing I have to say right now, in a very general way is, why is it that some people think the only way out of a bad situation is to end it all? And yes, I mean life... why can't some people just realize that there's a great big world out there, and even though your part of it falls down around your ears, there are always things to do besides just quitting... I mean, I have in my time, once, felt that I would never be able to go on with my life because of a particular situation I found myself in, but I didn't do anything stupid, and it turned out that I was very smart in that respect, because things ended up a hundred percent better than I had thought they would... and if I had done anything stupid, it would have been an awful mistake...
I recently (bare bones version) had someone I care for very much try to take themselves out of a bad situation that came up... it hurts that they tried (they're o.k. at the moment, under observation and all) because they have a LOT of support from everyone that they know... and, personally, I find it heartbreaking that they didn't let ME help them more... it's totally shocking that this person wanted to do this, and even though I understand what's going on in the situation, I can't accept that this would be the best answer to it all... in fact, it seems to me that the best thing to do is keep going, prove other people wrong (I'm not going to explain it all, so don't ask) and just do everything necessary to make the situation better... because it may take time, but it will all get better eventually... but, as I said, it hurts that they've focused so much on their pain (which, I understand, is real, and very intense) that they can't see that there's another, better way out of it... it might not be immediate, but it's there... and while I thought that they were taking comfort from the fact that things were going to work out right eventually, it turned out that they had already decided to give up... couldn't wait...
I barely got the ambulance to the house in time...
If I'm not around for a while, I hope anyone who reads this understands... the only reason I'm on here now is that I'm waiting on a phone call from the hospital... not sure when it's going to come, but all I can do is wait...
If you have honest, sympathetic comments, my only request is that you KEEP THEM BRIEF... feel free to say what you need to, but (and I'm not trying to hurt feelings, I'm just being honest) I don't really want to have to wade through anyone else's sad story, about themselves, or their relative, or friend... right now, I don't really even want to deal with what's going on now, but I just have to, so I will...
To anyone I've made sad with this post, well... I hope you can get over it quickly... go read the comics on Yahoo News page... it helps me sometimes (not now, but)... to any who don't care, well, I hope, in your life, all is well... and to all the rest, all I can say is...
Peace...
The only thing I have to say right now, in a very general way is, why is it that some people think the only way out of a bad situation is to end it all? And yes, I mean life... why can't some people just realize that there's a great big world out there, and even though your part of it falls down around your ears, there are always things to do besides just quitting... I mean, I have in my time, once, felt that I would never be able to go on with my life because of a particular situation I found myself in, but I didn't do anything stupid, and it turned out that I was very smart in that respect, because things ended up a hundred percent better than I had thought they would... and if I had done anything stupid, it would have been an awful mistake...
I recently (bare bones version) had someone I care for very much try to take themselves out of a bad situation that came up... it hurts that they tried (they're o.k. at the moment, under observation and all) because they have a LOT of support from everyone that they know... and, personally, I find it heartbreaking that they didn't let ME help them more... it's totally shocking that this person wanted to do this, and even though I understand what's going on in the situation, I can't accept that this would be the best answer to it all... in fact, it seems to me that the best thing to do is keep going, prove other people wrong (I'm not going to explain it all, so don't ask) and just do everything necessary to make the situation better... because it may take time, but it will all get better eventually... but, as I said, it hurts that they've focused so much on their pain (which, I understand, is real, and very intense) that they can't see that there's another, better way out of it... it might not be immediate, but it's there... and while I thought that they were taking comfort from the fact that things were going to work out right eventually, it turned out that they had already decided to give up... couldn't wait...
I barely got the ambulance to the house in time...
If I'm not around for a while, I hope anyone who reads this understands... the only reason I'm on here now is that I'm waiting on a phone call from the hospital... not sure when it's going to come, but all I can do is wait...
If you have honest, sympathetic comments, my only request is that you KEEP THEM BRIEF... feel free to say what you need to, but (and I'm not trying to hurt feelings, I'm just being honest) I don't really want to have to wade through anyone else's sad story, about themselves, or their relative, or friend... right now, I don't really even want to deal with what's going on now, but I just have to, so I will...
To anyone I've made sad with this post, well... I hope you can get over it quickly... go read the comics on Yahoo News page... it helps me sometimes (not now, but)... to any who don't care, well, I hope, in your life, all is well... and to all the rest, all I can say is...
Peace...
posted by julio at 7:40 PM
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